It is sometimes really difficult to make decision, especially for certain people. There are several things that hold them back like financial security, LKK syndrome (Log Kya Kahenge), what if don't do better than my peers, cousins, siblings etc. Its the first step that is that most difficult to take. Maybe that is all that it takes for "that" overnight success...that "overnight success" which atleast has 15yrs of hard work involved in it. Its so difficult to classify as to what you want..fast money, loads of money, job satisfaction, awesome work environment, wonderful work culture, and the list goes on...what you get becomes what you had wanted and in the NOW you want something more, we forget to cherish that we have got what we had wanted. You may like a hundred things but can you really mould it to you source of not only joy but also income? Born with a silver spoon is one thing and having spoonful of courage another. What binds us in this is probably we ourselves... The only thing that limits you...is You. The only thing that is stopping you is You. There is no stopping for wishful thinking, which ofcourse needs to be combined with plenteous dedication and endurance which is the only thing that will make you going. There are going to be billions of obstacles which won't even seem to exist only if you thrive on it. It is difficult to stick on it sustain in this thing but it isn't really impossible...is it? There are people who will not acknowledge your work forget about appreciating it alone...but then, you will definitely have somebody to support you. There would be people to let you down...but then there will be people who will pull you up when you have nearlky given up. It isn't that bad afterall.
I am still hunting for my calling and I take enough stress about it. I think I am running out of time...but when I stop to think of it..there really isn't much of a hurry, yes except for the fact taht I do want those plethora of luxuries..that big chauffer driven luxury car...a plentitude of servants to take care of things and travelling abroad once a month...but were they actually my dream? Or is it something that I haven't been able to achieve or wouldn't be able to achieve...none of it. Sometimes when I see my dream car...I can feel it..I can feel the smile run across my face as though i own it...I feel I just saw myself sitting in that car and crossed myself..sounds too weird but I feel it in real... I live to dream and I can't stop it.
I am unable to find my calling but I have always felt I will find it...in a mysterious way...Things will just fall in place...the pictures in the puzzle will all start to fit in properly...That first piece is with me..the corners are about to be placed and its happening..way slower then I would have expected it to be but then it sure is working.. I am unable to see the omens..I sure would, I have seen it and experienced it before.. it will happen again..
As of now the plan is to head to a counsellor...hehehe... I guess most of you agree!!! Those who relate to it.. I am all *smiles* *smiles*
Do you think I would find my calling..???
Do you know what it could be?
vrrrrrrrrooooooooommmmmmmm.................................